30.6.07

hello world! few more minutes to tomorrow! that's means 6 more weeks to prelims!!! exciting hur? like real.. but i can feel the adrenaline rushing... woohoo
been studying for these few weeks and i felt that there is some achievements in it. i had finally finished my J1 works (except for maths, sry madam). so i decided to give myself a break and slept for the whole afternoon yesterday. i sort of regretted it after that, cuz there's gp test today. but anyway, got really stressed yesterday night. dunno why. i just suddenly want to cry out loud. so i looked out of my window, and tried to relax, which i finally did. man.. i suspect that i have depression. feel damn emo these few days. but i'm alright now. shall be optimistic, after all i'm a saggi. so chill.. =)
so there's gp test today. i seriously think that my compo is out of point, cuz i chose a wrong qn. 'teenagers today are too serious that they forget to have fun'. how can this be true? teenagers( US!!) are the most fun people on earth! just look at my class, they are sooo fun-loving. but, the most important thing is , luckily, this compo need not be handed in, so i'm SAVED from seeing a flunk mark.
and guess what. i did the most stupid thing ever today! managed to buy my bro's bday present, a cute little toy cat that has sound. BUT, i went to tell him abt it, and there's still one month to go before his bday come! so the whole would-be surprise is screwed, all because of my stupid mistake. haha.
so. shawn ang jian en. did u manage to find my blog? if u did, congrats. but there's really nothing special abt my blog, just full of complains and nonsense. and thanks for giving a 4 ouch factor for my quote. haha. but i really didn't mean it, just a natural reaction. so dun take it too seriously. and stop complaining abt it. =D
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11.6.07

life sucks. especially when u are forced to do something, like studying. and i'm going thru this process right now. somemore A lvl year. so i'm stuck in this cycle of studying and studying. covering with bks everyday. but i have to do this, or else i'll paranoid, like thinking ' o crap, i didn't do any productive things' then start to panic, staring at the pile of unfinished works. which i'm now. for 2 wks, i only did few chapters of bio and chem, some tys qns, maths tut 30. but at least i did plenty of reading. so hopfully my future gp compo has more depth.
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