19.8.05

You keep me flying, you keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me, embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
To believe in me again
--"Safe in a Crazy World"

'Cause I don't know where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart
-- "Every Beat of My Heart"

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in it's time
-- "Everything in its Time"
all these are sung by corrinne may. nice music~ want to buy her cd now, haha...
music changed my life, it brought happiness and buried the depression and all sufferings
i wanted to be trouble-free, to fly away towards the blue sky, to dive deeply into the green sea. i wanted to laugh all day, having no worries, no stress, no pain. i wanted to daydream, to let my creative go wild, without a bit of nagging filling my ears. i wanted to giggle and cry softly and secretly, without feeling any regrets at all. i wanted to rest all day and night, without troubles bothering me.
unfortunately, when can these dreams be fulfilled? i am working hard on them now... a few days, months or years? i think i had to be more optimistic.. that's what a Sagittarius should be..
[[ life had ups and downs. and now i am definitely on the lower part________